Although I was participating in the live Skype session as Dr Yedidah Cohen translated this section of Zohar explained by Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag in the Perush HaSulam, it is very helpful to be able to listen to it again and again in her recording posted as The Shofar: The Sound of Compassion.
"The twelve months of the year are the tikun of the Malchut, from its beginning to its end.
Since it is not completely finished until the Gemar HaTikun (the end of the Tikun) we need each year to come back and rectify it.
And therefore, on each Rosh Hashana we start the tikun of the Malchut again.
So, the word shanah, shin-nun-hey, is a cycle."
Yedidah's English translation of Rabbi Ashlag's explanation brought me around to understanding that the essence of Rosh Hashana is quite the opposite of harsh, critical judgment of my sins.
It is a day to relish the love and attention of my Creator's confident expectation in my process of perfection and the ultimate perfection of the world.
I am an intrinsic part of the cycle. My life and my teshuva are important and welcome; they are necessary and valuable.
I am not pitifully pleading for forgiveness, but acknowledging Hashem as my Beloved and crowning Hashem as King. I am doing my part.
This year I make teshuva with a new, improved attitude. I am bringing the genuine love of my Beloved that is lavished upon me during this month of Elul to my Temple with me on Rosh Hashana in order to promote Tikun Olam.
I am participating in the significant beginning of yet another year, yet another cycle in the rectification of the world.
And this year, with an expanded understanding of my own purpose and my relationship with my Beloved, I embrace the compassionate essence of Rosh Hashana by joyfully participating in all three traditional expressions of love and compassion:
Teshuva - it's our choice for personal bonding with God
Tefila - it's our job to pray for the tools to serve God
Tzedaka - it's our opportunity to give Charity or Justice
Join Rabbi Yossi Srugo, Rabbi Yakov Garfinkel and Rabbi Chai Amar in an eight-minute video reminder of these traditional Jewish observances of Rosh Hashana called Crowning the King.
Shana Tova & Happy Cycling!